I know, my last posting was sometime in May last year, so it looks like I forgot all about this blog – correction: for a long time, I did forget I had a blog. In the unlikely event that you were eagerly waiting for an update on my whereabouts, please accept my apologies.
So what did I do between May 2012 and January 2013 that is worth mentioning. In chronological order:
1. there was a concert of my musical hero Elvis Costello in Brussels on May 31 that was – need it be said?- too good to be true.
2. I taught a small class in Santa Fe, organized by Trish Meyer. I enjoyed the hospitality of Trish and Patty Hammarstedt while I was there, met up with a FB acquaintance and wonderful paintress Alexandra Eldridge and of course visited a few galeries on Canyon Road, so I got to know more about the art scene in SF, which is regarded as the second most important of the US.
3. Then I flew to Portland, Oregon for the annual conference. Always nice to catch up with my colleagues from overseas. This year was special: four of the seven European teachers in the Faculty were Brugeans – somehow, I always like to mention this. It was a very good edition: lots of things to see, lots of presentations to attend, delightful students – a very intense week.
4. August 3 : Andrea Voets, the harpist I collaborated with, gave the premiere of ‘Latin Lovers’ in Ostend. More performances are booked for this year – it’s going well.
5. I taught for the Clas Festival in Malvern (UK) in the third week of August. I remember it was a wonderful setting and the students were, as usual, very eager and cooperative. I stayed a day longer to visit a.o. the Worcester Cathedral.
6. In September I had an American tour, bringing me first in Miami, where I stayed with Monica Marquez en Gina Taller. Again the best hosts one can imagine – truly, so far I’ve always been extremely lucky with the people I stay with. I had five days in between teaching where I could enjoy the Miami way of life.
7. From Miami, I flew to Greensboro, North Carolina, to participate in a workshop with no less person than John Stevens at Cheerio. What can I say ? This privileged life is such that one starts feeling guilty about it. Wonderful people, all of them, Joyce Teta is a treasure, John a great teacher, Martyn a splendid cook, … if you haven’t experienced Cheerio as a calligrapher, your life cannot be complete.
8. After Cheerio, my destination was Kansas City. I spent two, three days there teaching for the lettering staff of Hallmark. Had the opportunity also to see some of its inside – graphic designers everywhere and creativity literally dripping from the walls.
9. Finally Atlanta, the home of the late Martin Luther King. Two days teaching, restaurants, relaxing, a bit of sightseeing and informative talks along the way with my host about the American way of life.
10. In October I started renting a studio space in the center of Bruges, which allows me to work a bit dirtier than I normally do. Also, there’s nothing there to distract me from my work – no computer, no kids, no wife, no books, just me, my tools and my ipod.
11. For a couple of weeks, I worked on canvas and wooden panels. For me it proves a lot more difficult than working on paper. I spent hours adding, obliterating and feeling dissatisfied most of the time. Maybe it would help if I knew what I wanted
12. Next to that, I practised daily my Trajans with the flat brush. It is an old love of mine, that got resuscitated in John’s workshop. I’m making progress, but it’s not an easy thing. It still baffles me that John can make a flawless alphabet ‘just like that’. I keep on practising, just for the joy of it,… and to become a better calligrapher also, of course.
13. In between the struggles with canvas and the Trajans, there were a few (but much less than in the old days) commissions: a.o. two logo’s that drove me into a direction that I would normally not follow myself, but afterwards I’m glad they did.
14. The first days of December I participated at a fair in Damme (close to where I live) where I had the opportunity to show what calligraphy can be and what I do to a wide range of people. I kept saying to myself I should do this more often. After months of maddening solitude in my studio, I finally got some feedback. One can get so used to (or in my case: bored by) what you do, but for the outsider, it still looks like magic I felt all those years ago. Talking to the public made me look at my own work with fresh eyes. Hmm, maybe not that bad after all…Anyhow, some nice contacts and commissions came out of it.
15. Back in the studio however, doubts came creeping in again (no surprise there, it happens to me all the time ) but this time I suddenly felt drained of all energy. I questioned every single stroke, every single idea, every single colour in my work – it paralyzed me completely – many times I just wanted to throw it all away and return to my school job, for I hated my work, I hated calligraphy (which is not the right attitude when you’re teaching it). Doom and gloom all over the place - happens to all creative people, I’m told, but could I really call myself ‘creative’ ? No way.
16. Things pass, however, and no Prozac was needed to put myself back on track. I closed the gesso-pot for a while and returned to lettering. At least three different persons, unknown to me, had asked me, out of the blue, if I could please show more letters again. They had followed me closely (without me being aware of it) and deplored the fact that I was straying away from calligraphy such as we know it.
17. So the last couple of days, I’m happy to say that I found joy again in my work – there are even some workable ‘ideas’ (now, thàt was a long time ago) being tossed around in my head, working their way out onto the paper.
So far the update of what I did. In the months to come, there are workshops scheduled in Flanders and abroad, some commissions for wallpainting and other stuff, but there’s still time enough for making new work.
Cheers. P.S. Oh, I did renew some of my pages on my site, especially the gallery has become more user-friendly… I hope.